fed me...PLEASE

Fed me, please

Could you see that bones

That's i gained from put my finger in my throat

Cause it's the right way for becoming beautiful

I've seen it in magazine

all skinny girl rules in it

So, I try hard becoming one of them

They say it's healthy

When i eat and thrown it back immadiately

But...suddenly

They put me in a hospital

tell me i've got an eating disorder

Am I ????

I am thinking now

So, all the girls shown in magazine and tv

have the same disorder like me

cause they're so skinny

and they proud of it

They make it as a contest

The skinnier the better

Who am I going to blame for

The media ???

or the girls ???

or people who mocked the fat girl ???

or people who said that skinny is healthy ???

or man who loves his girlfriend skinny ???

or all celebs whose got hot body, so every girls wants it badly ???

or my girls who show me how to put my finger in my throat ???